September 2009,i was in school preparing for my examinations when my mother in law called me up.. i was terribly shocked when she told me that my daughter was in the hospital,and was in great pain.. she got a 2nd degree burn in her right arm.. i don't know what to do or whose to blame for what had happened.. it took her a month to get rid of those bandages she had and a day to day basis of cleaning her wounds makes me feel like hell. grabe, para aqng nauupos na kandila. The thought of pains she is bearing..at ang pakiramdam na u wanted to cry, shout on somebody.. kya lang as a mother kailangan qng magpakatatag.. kaylangan mung magtapang tapangan, magbigay ng lakas ng loob sa anak mu kahit you know to urself na ikaw mismo kailangan mu ng strength to push urself..minsan tinanong q c God kung bkit kylangang mangyari yun sa anak ko,Im his servant 2 d point n khit may sakit aq or i sacrificed my tym for my family just to serve Him.. pde naman skin,why she?!
For a month, we thought, ok n coz it was almost healed but then habang tumatagal we noticed ung mga daliri nya sa kamay nya nagdikit dikit.. sabi ng mga sugeons na tumingin sa kanya, she has to go under operation to release the contructures. ilang buwan din kami nagpabalik balik s hospital to get some diagnosis,laboratory exams, clearance etc..five months after,aprill 26,2010 2mawag din ang doctor nya.. next day will be the schedule of her operation..nung nsa hospital na kami that night,akala q ok na rin lahat.. until ung mga pediatrician na tumitingin s kanya may narinig n "murmur" sa puso nya which means mlaki ang chance na hindi matuloy ang operation nya.. which means dat it might be a symptoms of some heart ailments..kailangan nya ulit dumaan ng ilang mga lab exams:, ecg, chest xray and 2 d eco.
wow.. i dont think what will come next, anu pa bang mga trials ang kaylangang suungin ng baby q? she has done nothing but to bring joy to my family.. nagiisang girl, only daughter and apo in both parties,most loved and cared,wala pa rin aqng magawa sa mga oras n un..but during those moments natagpuan q ang sarili q reading d bible,nagbabakasali.. bka my gustong iparating ang Diyos na hindi ko maintindihan.. i dont know wer 2 start so i read it from d start.. s bible ng new testament..sa bible ng gideons na cnsabing ibang version sa catholics but any rate hu cares?gus2 q lang tlagang may malaman, until i found wat ive looking for..
Matthew 6:25- "der4 i say 2 u, do not worry about ur life ,wat u wil eat or wat wil drunk,nor about ur body, wat u wil put on.Is not life mor dan fud & body mor dan clothing?"
Matthew 7:7-8," Ask and it will b given 2 u,seek and u wil find,knock and it wil b opened for evey1 hu asks receives and he hu seeks finds and to him hu knocks it will b opened"
Matthew 19:26, "But Jesus looked at them and said, With men dis is imposible but with God all things are possible.."
dat night, i tried to tok to God ng sarilinan lang.. sabi q, i had no choice but to trust and believe because dats d only way dat i can do for my baby.. to pray..
April 28,nalaman n namin ung result, and u know wat? she was cleard and was re - schedule for operation the next day.
April 29,Na operahan nga xa on dat day and kahit na mejo naka2 phobia pra sa kanya ang mga turok ng injections,i thank god for wat He has done...
We stayed for ten days sa hospital at malamng ang next thing na isipin namin nun ay ang mga bills.. pero alam q , "gagawa ang Diyos". Kahit kailan Hindi xa nagkulang sa amin.. kya kahit alam qng malki na ang bills namin parang wala lang.. after nung maopearahan ang anak q, i dont think pabayaan p kami ni GOd.. with Him all things are possible.
May 6,Bago kami lumabas, halos php30,000 ang bill namin.. pero wud u beliv n we pay only for 63 pesos?haha! slamat sa mga ginamit ng Diyos, Thanks 4 d politicians, paminsan, ok din cila..
For now, nagpapagaling na baby q, at mukhang my problema,unti unting bumabalik pa rin ang pagdikit dikit ng fingers nya, pero sa mga napagdaan namin,sa tulong ng mga doctors na nagbigay ng advice and medications samin ,with God, i dont think it will be a BIG PRoblem anymore..
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